Jag har talat och räddat min själ

I really thought it would work this time. We have tried so many times. Same scenario, all over again. Life is on repeat.

I really thought it would work this time. I came to see you again. Always me who comes to see you. Never the other way around.

It started off so well. Why did it end like this?

I really thought it would work this time. I walked out the door, on my way home. I left you with the impression that everything would be ok. But now. I realise it is over.

I am looking at my fingernails and I realise. It didn’t work this time either. The nail polish hadn’t dried off. One of the nails is chipped. I regret that I came to see you. Why did I think it would work this time? Never paying for another manicure again.